(WIP) Curse of the Spirit ☉ (Updated August 24)

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Theta was described to be “tolerated” with Lilith as long as we are all “friends” … not sure Theta will ever be closed with Lilith without MC in the equation :wink: Perhaps Theta will be “indifferent” with Lilith’s dilemma , but i seriously don’t think Lilith will approach Theta as a true friend…

Obsess could be one of the natural emotion , it could also be that Lilith is grateful ? admire ? heartfelt ? passionate ? ardent or even zealous towards us ? Well… since MC is Lilith’s first and only friend since childhood , (depend on your own play through) MC was the only one who had been kind and truthful to her … Hence our actions in the past were heartfelt , with Lilith forever feeling gratitude towards us …not to mention in my play through i had been apologetic to her “misfortune”.

By definition of obsess , which means Lilith can’t stop thinking about us… which i think is logical since (as i mention), we were the only friends who had been kind to her …in addition she is constantly worried about us (another definition of obsess ) since we were in coma, because Lilith worried there aren’t anyone else she could talk to ?

and about whether Lilith “love” us … it will be hard to imagine Lilith will ever say that to us …Lol :smile: or will even admit it, in my previous post i had mention that Lilith’s relationship towards us is more like "Simbiosis _
_ mutualisme " where she need us as a reason to live normally , whether you consider it as love is up to your own definition :slight_smile: but hey… Lilith never force us to love her right? :stuck_out_tongue:

But as for Theta, i never doubt that she truly love us … perhaps you would prefer Theta ? :slight_smile:

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:blush:

this is how i see u eric

image
eric motto :point_up:
She_not_a_terrible_person2
eric and lilith before she kicks him. :point_up:

plus
Definition of obsession
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: a persistent disturbing preoccupation with an often unreasonable idea or feeling; broadly : compelling motivation an obsession with profits has an obsession with gambling
https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/obsession

Also
symbiosis is a bit too much.

:fox_face:

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I see that one guy is still obsessed with Lillith.

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Parasite is more fitting right?

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You see i like lilith.

I dont mind her chaotic-evil? behaviour. As long as my mc and those close to him are not the target, he will just watch.

And hopefully cuddle up later.

More like a disease? Since she is just trying to fuck us ? I mean a parasite would get something out of our destruction, maybe it would just use was til we are no longer useful? She mostly just messing with us for her own amusement.
She is pretty clever and cunning (samething?) but when it comes to the mc, it just revenge for something she thinks is our fault.
m i right?

:fox_face:

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Well I mean her “arrangement” is just like you do this and I won’t do this to you (more or less) so she gets to have some of our divine awesomeness to brighten her dull self among our peers, while all we get is a mildly bearable Lily. (I might be wrong because I don’t remember what MC gets outta the deal and I’m too lazy to replay the game)

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I think i get it now.

-we had power
-everybody is a bit afraid of us cuz of the power we had
-which means we had some degree of power in the school
-lilith did have power when she was divina aswell but since our arival she is powerless

-now we lost most of our powers but most people dont know
-so in their mind we still have power

-then powerless lily “befriend” us
-now lilith is friends with the mightest person around
-which means she now has power.

i guess?

:fox_face:

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Yes although Power in this case means influence, Lily wants to change “image” from cold hearted btch to… well not a cold hearted btch

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For her is more of a way to subdue her mother’s greed for power…remember when she said about not be able to go back home if she lost the tittle.

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I’ve already used that line. Find your own material!

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:flushed: :astonished::fearful::sweat::frowning_face:

Sorry didnt know :pensive:

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Good, now you know not to plagiarize.

And knowing is half the battle :rainbow:

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I think mutualism is more fitting due to the beneficial relationship between both people involved.
Like when a patient is pleading a healer to heal him/her from an injury/illness … and promise the healer only a small return in future favour , the healer won’t consider his/her patient parasite right ? The healer will heal his/her patient in order to gain a peace of mind by exercising his/her gift and the patient needs the healer to heal his/her pain… pure positive relationship of mutualism :slight_smile:

If you want to think Lilith as a virus/bacteria , perhaps Lilith is the Vaccine in our body ? She can make us suffer in the beginning, but in long term Lilith is going to protect and save us from harm :wink:

I think that will be really “cute” , i am imagining during my marriage vows with Lilith in front of a Priest/Cleric…

Cleric : “Do you, Eric Knight promise to be true to Lilith in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. Will love her and honour Lilith all the days of your life?”

Lilith gives a hard kick to my knee …

Eric : " Ouch !!! Hey, what was that for Lilith ? "

Lilith : " Just to make sure you perfectly understand your vows before you decide to promise something that you can’t keep "

Cleric : "She is right Eric… Now quit whining and pledge your vows truthfully . Do you, Eric Knight promise to be true to Lilith in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. Will love her and honour Lilith all the days of your life… even when she kicks you everyday ? "

Eric : " Oh… I understand now, I Eric Knight will promise to be true to Lilith in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. Will love her and honour Lilith all the days of my life… even when she kicks me everyday… "

Lilith : " Good… at least you don’t have to worry about me scratching you again, because i only make my scratch mark once , consider yourself had been mark as my own "

Cleric : " This is confusing … now do you Lilith…"

Lilith : " Save it holy father… my vows is only for Eric to hear , and no one else…not even you , so we are leaving now "

Eric : " We are leaving ? But to where… "

Lilith : " Go back to my home and see mother of course… i want to tell mother about your vows to me :smirk:"

Eric : " But what about your vows to me ? :thinking: "

Lilith : " Do you trust me ? If you do… you don’t need my verbal vows now "

Eric : " Of course I do :smile: Let us go see your mother now , i hope she still remember me… "

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You know there are lots of medical terms that nowadays are considered to have a negative connotation right?Some disability related. :blush:

:fox_face:

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Urm… What do I benefit from that? No more abuse?

So… Your relationship seems bit Platonic

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Well… Lilith did give us multiple choices regarding how we want her to repay us right ? Like she can becomes our secretary , and if i am too lazy to revise my homework, that’s not a bad idea either… Lilith can help me finish all those homework :smile:

but for me honestly, Lilith’s friendship and willingness to help me re-live those fond childhood memories is more than enough :blush:

and i don’t even have to burden myself with many things , i just need to become Lilith’s friend and help her improve her image … which i already plan to do it even if she never ask me :smile:

Not at all… Lilith seems to be lacking self confidence and a bit of insecure , so i need to show her more devotion :wink:

errr…well
I don’t know what to do…
no guilt is in my heart…
I am still searching to find the reason to forgive Lilith…
I am taking another chance to find a distant sanity…
I am taking another chance , trying to reveal what is within Lilith’s Heart :slight_smile:

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… … … … … … … For real… … … If your fiancé kicks you on the altar with all the relatives and such present then last thing she would be is insecure…

And she doesn’t seem to have any lack of self confidence when she lovingly abuses MC…

And Lily isn’t some emotionally weak damsel in need of saving, that just feels absurd. I love this character because I think she’s strong willed and a fearless b*tch who won’t stop at anything to achieve what she desires.

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I agree with you about that… Lilith “MAY” be such person you claim she would be… BUT…
our personal interpretation and reaction towards her personality may be differ … me myself choose to continue naively think that Lilith is sort of a "damsel in distress " , that doesn’t means that this is her actual personality…but it is how my main character choose to treat her at such :wink: In real life, it is illogical to claim that we can actually know or “define” a person, it is all about our personal perception towards that person, this is the same case in the universe of "Curse of the Spirit " …where my main character perceive that Lilith is a "Damsel in Distress " :blush:

Hmmmmm… i will continue with my fanfic regarding a scene that happen before my MC fall to his amnesia :stuck_out_tongue:

When I fall to my sleep tonight…a strange dream occur , as if my spirit is slowly drifting to another plane of existence … there below me are two faintly familiar figures, is it? could it be Lilith ? wait…there is a person she is talking to… is he ? me ?? how is it possible ?? Seem like they are arguing something…

alternative Eric : " I had have enough of you ,Lilith !! … I’ll never waste another day, searching to find the reason to love you again…Why did i choose to play this game? This goes too far, I’ll take no more !!! "

Lilith screaming : " Liar, you tempt me … you were the one who tempt me !!! "

alternative Eric : " Now you are blaming me ?? I played the part and took the blame while you pretend nothing is real ?? ! and you take me as fool over, over again… "

Lilith crying : " Ohhh… It wasn’t my fault … No guilt is in my heart…I’m not the reason everyone hates you…I didn’t know what to do after you took my title away , i did what i could trying to retain what is rightfully mine… It wasn’t my fault … you are the one who tempt me to ruin you… No guilt is in my heart. ."

Alternative Eric : " You have taken too far Lilith…it is out of control now… everyone is either hates me or fear me now…I wonder how can I go on and on when you want to bury my passion "

Lilith : " Ohhhh… please don’t abandon me now Eric, i had already lost everything… don’t you dare betray me as well… "

Alternative Eric : " What ?? You want it all !! You’re made of ice !! I pay the price for all yo unforgiveness…Don’t try to deny with your mouth now !!!"

Lilith : " Please … please … don’t leave… it wasn’t my fault , you tempt me to hate you in the first place…"

Was this a memory of my past regarding how i fall out with Lilith ? was Lilith the reason why everyone fear me ??? The memory take me over and over again until i slowly drift away once again… No… No it couldn’t be, why Lilith said i tempt her to hate me ?? It must had been some misunderstanding in the past … I must do my best to ask Lilith not to hate now :thinking::persevere:

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I wake up from my dream , sweating all over my body with the latest strange revelation in a dream… what actually happen before i fall for my coma ?? :thinking:

I quickly get up and change my cloth before rushing for my morning class… but there sitting on the bench is non other than Lilith, why is she sitting on the bench so early ? Was she waiting for me or …

Lilith : “What’s the matter Eric ? You looks like you had seen a ghost…”

Looking at Lilith…i was speechless…many thoughts emerging within my mind , what the heaven had happen to me? Staring into Lilith’s eyes … my memory gone through all those previous dreams with her, I’ve been dreaming for so long, to find a meaning to understand…the secret of life, why am I here to try again ? Will I always, will you as well …Lilith , see the truth when it stares you in the face? Will I ever, will I never free myself , breaking these chains with you? Are we truly destined to be bond together with our fate ? :thinking:

Oh Lilith…I will give my heart, give my soul … I’d turn back all the suffers and misunderstand between us, if it’s my fault to begin with… Our destiny is forlorn, have to live till it’s undone…I’d turn it back and then…at last we will be together …

I seen the horror of our fights , seen the wonders of our childhood …They are happening just in front of my eyes. Will I ever, will I never free myself by making it right? Oh… Lilith , we shared our dream so long , all our stories and all our memories I held so dear. We will be together… For ever and ever, no more tears, I’ll always be here for you…till the end :blush:

Time fly without notice until i feel a kick to my knee , it is Lilith… staring at me coldly …

Lilith : " is there something wrong with my face , Eric ? You had been staring at me for the last 10 minutes… aren’t you late for your class ? "

Eric : " Oh…yeah !! sorry Lilith , i was lost in mind about you…about us, i talk to you later…Bye !! "

Lilith : " What did you said ? Hey …come back here Eric !!! "

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Eric walks silently towards his class, his mind is pondering with his past and present with Lilith…

Eric’s mind : " Here we are…You and I, Lilith…we are like Twin flames of fire, I knew your name, I knew your face since we were small… Your love and grace with Past and present now embrace… "

Unknowingly by Eric…Lilith’s mind is confusing as well…

Lilith’s mind : " I am so sorry Eric… Burn the page for me, I cannot erase the time of sleep… I cannot be loved so set me free…I cannot deliver your love Or caress your soul so Turn that page for me please… I cannot embrace the touch that you give … I cannot find solace in your words… I am so sorry that i was damned … "

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