July 2024's Writer Support Thread

I don’t know why I’m feeling compelled to come and apologise here, when there’s not really any reason to. It’s not like I’m being held accountable for not completing my goals last month, and to be perfectly honest, no one here would likely care if I just didn’t post again and dropped off the face of the Earth.

Truth is though, I only wrote about 500 words last month. I had thought that completing university would allow me to work on my IF a lot more, but in some cruel twist of fate, I haven’t. I’ve plenty of time. I have mondays to fridays free, and only work part-time on the weekends, and I’ve just been staring at the file, blankly sitting and doing nothing. It’s not an issue of writer’s block, it’s more an issue of lack of motivation. I’ve just been feeling, to be perfectly honest, super depressed, and while I thought all this free time would be a boon, ironically it’s been a bad thing. I actually got a lot more done when I was working on this in small snippets while procrastinating on my assignments, etc. Right now though, it all feels like a life without passion or purpose.

Part of me feels guilty, and another part keeps telling me that no one really cares. I’m reminded of those accounts on tumblr that drop an IF premise, and never a demo, then just never post again. I have something to show for all my work - a full 160kish IF, but I still can’t help but feel guilty for my lack of work.

I’m not sure if I will be able to pull myself out of this, but if I do, I know that if I used all this free time to work on my IF, I could potentially have it finished in a few short months. And that thought only makes me feel worse.

Anyways, apologies for spoiling the happy mood of the thread with this slightly ranty post. My goal for July is to write something… Anything… Everyday. Be it one word, or a thousands words, my hope is that if I write that first word, I’ll get in the zone and be able to pull myself out.

Good luck to you all.

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I finished my mammoth Drink Your Villain Juice chapter in June, huzzah!

Still balancing the right ratio of freelancing to writing. It’s a work in progress. At least I get to set my own hours!

It’d be nice to get back to completing a chapter a month (even if those milestones are arbitrary, like I keep telling people : P). This month is gonna be my first foray into gosub_scene use, so that’ll be fun to make sure I’m doing correct.

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Don’t take it too deep to heart, ive also had a similar mood and frankly. It can be one of two things. Either the current stage of writing is now soemthing you’re as passionate about and thus coming up with ideas and words is much slower than normal and so you feel worse.

Or you need to take a break and write something else. Something new that will get your writers block opened up a bit. At least thats what worked for me. Remember. Breaks are really good for good progress.

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I totally feel you.

Or just need a break, period. Burnout is no joke.

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I have the unfortunate habit of coming up with a character who needs to serve a purpose and then leave the story, and then humanizing them to myself the first time I write a scene with them. First I fall in love with my victim and decide to kidnap instead of kill her. And then I write a scene with the would be kidnapper, and I have the strong desire to make him a grey character and have his evil father be the villain. I can’t keep doing this :joy:

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Sounds toxic…keep going.

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Happy July! It’s Canada Day here. :canada:

I’ve celebrated by getting outside with my dog, hanging with my family, and diving into chapter 9, which is the last chapter of Ink and Intrigue! I managed over 1500 words today. An excellent start!

July goals:

  • Write chapter nine, which would give me a complete first draft of the game. @HarrisPS Let’s GO! :tada: :tada: :tada:
  • Tackle revisions for chapters 7 & 8 when I get those notes.

This chapter should in theory be relatively short, so I feel like I can squeeze revisions in as well, but we shall see.

Happy writing, all! May the words be with us. :revolving_hearts: :herb:

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I feel that. There was a time a few years ago where I took a few months off between jobs and I was sure that I would get all this extra progress on my writing and my projects. While I did write more, it was not that much more, and certainly didn’t measure up to all the free time I suddenly had. I don’t know if its just that there was only so much writing energy . . . or if the writing was an escape from my real world job and suddenly it wasn’t . . . but yeah, to much free time strangely enough is not always a friend to writing and coding. Not great at advice myself, but I’d probably recommend giving yourself breaks when you need it and not being to hard on yourself. And when you do feel up to writing/coding maybe do things that help give you energy on the process (i.e. mood music, background tv that works to energise your project, etc.) I do find, at least for myself, that reading similiar pieces of fiction to what I am trying to create usually helps build writing energy and gives me ideas. Anyway, good luck. If you reach your goal, great. If you don’t, then you will do so sometime in the future, and its okay.

This is the most awesome problem I have ever heard about and gives me hope for the world. Keep at it.


Happy Canada Day to those in Canada!

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I understand this, so very much. I took a gap year between getting my Associate of Arts degree and continuing on for a Bachelor’s Degree, and… wow I was so excited with so many plans for that year. Not only did I want to write a lot, I also wanted to play guitar again, learn Mandarin, clean my dang room… Did none of it. I didn’t even have a part-time job, just nothing, 24/7. It’s not that I didn’t do anything worthwhile at all during that year; I spent a lot of time in online community spaces and it was meaningful, but all that I had been hoping for just fell off to the side and it felt like a worrisome snapshot of my future.

I didn’t come out of this with any answers or strategies or wisdom to offer, but… Yeah, just, you certainly aren’t alone. And regardless of how your efforts to reach your goal turn out, I’m rooting for you and wishing luck to you too.

My goal for July: get through whatever mental block is making it impossible to finish rewriting the character build part of the first chapter so that I can show my friends and parents what I’m working on!

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For those writers who feel they are self-sabotaging themselves, this essay by Eliane Glaser is something worth reading and reflecting upon.

Being a writer, even a published and accomplished writer, is not as easy as most non-writers think it is.

When one of our own speaks about an experience that we may share with them, we may be able relate and learn from them.

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Why you should always check yourself for typos, exhibit A (was supposed to be ‘far’)
fat

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It could have been “fart” lol.

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I assumed “fact”!

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Previous work sort of done so I am sort of free right now unless I choose some other roles; it has both pros & cons.

I was curious about one of the games here I decided to play at night a bit, also applied for the “Bootlegger Moonshine Empire” beta guess my reading time will be divided in these two.

Meanwhile after 00:30 last night I had some ideas written down - something on my mind but completely forgotten when I started working over the game.

Game concept News,Objectives for July

They are pretty exciting concepts and in the early game, slowly developing early game, early game - mid game will be slow but fun,from mid game to late game they will definitely entertain the players.

I will just give basic example on one feature to not to spoil the fun :

  • We have basic stands for merchandise, table like tin/wooden right - what if we slowly develop it?

  • Based on our relations with our neighbours we can supply ourselves with materials and with help of our hood & some cash can make our stand.

  • Tech tree like concept :sunglasses: :nerd_face:

           Level 1            Level 2                    Level 3
       1. single shelf > wheels > cover for products and customers (SMALL)
       2. two shelves > wheels > cover for products and customers (MEDIUM)
       3. three shelves> wheels > cover for products and customers (LARGE)
    
  • Also club house & facilities are like a refugee place so it will have some major overhaul during the gameplay.

  • Will add corner kick - when missed the position it will be either out or corner - so during the corner the other players can score with a header or shot - an objective to add to the matchsub

These ideas refreshed my excitement, but remembering my save is not active - woke up early again and worked over couple of hours on the game so that match dynamics - guess are now a bit better balanced.I don’t see our team scoring 6- 9 goals :stuck_out_tongue:

I read all of the writers here, my personal experience of June says to me that even sitting back on your screen and keeping the ideas warm in your mind helps. When you got the momentum go for it! :100: :sparkles: :four_leaf_clover: :soccer: :film_projector: :clapper: :floppy_disk: :sparkles: :100:

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@Dryinspection @LiliArch @lliiraanna @Foxcat
Thank you all for the words that helped me realise that I’m not just acting like a toddler throwing a tantrum. I was probably being a bit too hard on myself, but the sentiment remains. I got some writing done today. It was three sentences, 43 words in total, but it’s an improvement over yesterday. I didn’t write anything yesterday, and I posted that at 10pm shortly before going to sleep.

I think what I’ll do is try and relax for a week. I’ll still try and get a little bit of writing done, but when I’m not at the computer, I’ll try and not think of the writing. Up to now my thoughts have constantly been about the IF and that is likely detriment.

@Eiwynn That article you shared has been really eye-opening. As of right now I’ve only read the first few paragraphs but I’ll make sure to read the full think later today. The articles you share are always insightful and helpful but this one even more so. It’s probably due to my current head state, but I find it speaking to me more than usual.

Anyways, to those who felt similar to me, either now, in the past, or in the future. I’m not alone, and neither are you. A journey is never instant, no matter how short. Each step may be painful, or reluctant, but the end is in sight, and sometimes the journey is what matters, not the end result.

Ugh, who do I think I am, Socrates?

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Ssssoooo… I’ve been frustrated by the fact that, thanks to my current projects being a combination of older ones, and my tendency of reusing the same character templates in my story thoughts, I’m having two variants of the same character in the same story.

And now I realized I don’t. They are actually different character templates. I have no idea how I missed that, but I do feel very embarrassed about that.

Sorry if I've poster this before - I'm doing editing, so it's not new - but I'm just snickering too hard right now. Also this is actually half the chapter. Wonder if people will complain about too short chapters (I've seen it happen, even though I don't understand the rationale).

For a moment, the bridge is wrapped in a stunned silence. Thankfully, the falling doesn’t take long (and it’s not necessarily the proper definition in the first place: the sensation clearly is of that, but the directions in space are a bit more complicated than that) and before you know it, the reality snaps into a solid version of itself again, but the experience wasn’t exactly pleasant.

You glance at the screens. The hole in the space has disappeared; the alien ship is still there, as is the Gateway Station. Everything seems as it was before the hole appeared, apart from the fact that the ship isn’t shooting at you anymore. Then you notice the planet it’s orbiting is different.

“What,” the pilot says, “just happened?”

“I have no idea where we are,” the navigator adds. “The stars are all wrong.”

“I hate to be the bringer of bad news,” Commander Rosenkranz calls from the lab, “but it appears we’ve been… displaced.”

“Blast it all,” Commander Sol mutters, then says aloud: “All right, all right. Let’s all calm down now. Stay focused, everyone. Rosenkranz, temporal? Spatial?”

“I don’t have enough data,” Rosenkranz says. “But spatial seems more likely.”

“So now we’ve teleported elsewhere?” Captain Bertelsköld says in the comms. “Stellar.”

Sol chews her lower lip, frowning.

“Commander,” the comm officer interjects. “Call coming in.”

“Who’s calling?” Sol asks.

“The aliens, it seems.”

“Oh, so now they want to chat?” Sol shakes her head and sits down in the captain’s chair. “Repo, go to the tactical station. Miriam, put the call on screen.”

“Forwarding,” the comm officer says.

You nod a greeting to the tactical officer as you take a seat.

On the main screen, the view from outside the ship is replaced with a view from the alien ship. It resembles, oddly enough, Producer’s bridge, although there are differences (technology, and chairs, for example, are not at all similar, and there are a lot more handrails); the aliens seem bipedal and vaguely human-shaped (insomuch as a half-shifted wolf-shifter is human-shaped) but more dragon-bird-like in appearance, with beaks (or snouts? Muzzles?) and a lot of feathers.

“Repo,” Connor says in your ear. “What’s happening there? Vega went in frenzy.”

“Wait,” you say. “Do you need help? Are they a danger?”

“Only to themself,” Connor says. “It’s more like a some kind of psychic seizure, I got it under control. Them under control. Whichever. What’s going on?”

“Commander’s talking with the aliens,” you say.

“Oh,” Connor says. “I’ll leave you to listen, then.”

On the screen, the aliens are whistling to each other, gesturing wildly and flapping their crests. The one that seems to be perched on their equivalent of the captain’s chair says something that seems directed to your ship but what no-one can understand, thinks for a moment, tries something else with perfectly the same results, then makes a gesture that, as far as you can understand, means hold on for a moment (although you could be wrong, but it would make sense given how they turned their attention away from your direction), then exchanges agitated-sounding clicks with some of their fellows.

“Well,” Commander Sol mutters. “This is going great.”

On the screen, the whistling and clicking has turned into chittering, and then a new alien rushes in, a skinny one with their disheveled appearance a stark contrast to the impeccably-dressed bridge crew previously present. They stop next to the presumably-captain, tilt their head, and open their mouth as if to say something, but no sound comes out (no, wait, that’s not exactly true. There’s the faint echo of ultrasound at the edge of your hearing).

Sol gives the screen an annoyed glare, crosses her arms and taps her fingers on her elbow.

The alien captain says something and gestures to whatever must be their equivalent of the viewing screen, since the new alien glances in the direction that, from the position you’re looking at, appears to be, well, the direction of where you’re looking at. They open their mouth again, but the captain clicks and points to their head, to which the other alien blinks, touches their crest, shakes their head causing a small spread of tiny droplets (did they just come out of a shower? That would explain the appearance), combs their feathers with their hand (six claws) for a moment, and then, finally, turns to the screen, adjusting their uniform collar.

Commander Sol is, at this point, simply staring at them blankly.

The alien coughs an a-hem, then starts to speak… in Old Norse. Sol blinks, momentarily confused, and answers in German, which leads them to engage in a short back-and-forth that goes from Icelandic through Danish to Swedish, until they finally settle on New Vargheimian. Why the selection only includes Earth (or at least Earth-adjacent) languages, while neither of the speakers is a human, you know not the reason of, but there you have it. (Although the rest of your bridge crew is human, and the ship is registered as such, so if the aliens were running some kind of origin check on you in the background, gauging responses with human languages would at least be logical. What truly baffles you is… Old Norse? Seriously? Who speaks Old Norse?)

“This is Lord Commander Mighty-have-fallen of the Fifth Elder Fleet,” the alien says. “Apologies for the delay, we weren’t expecting you.”

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Unfortunately, I did bot meet my goal for June. I knew it would be a chaotic month for me, but I still thought I would have fhe discipline to write most days when I could even if I wasn’t writing a lot. I sat down to write less than I planned, and when I did the words weren’t flowing. Typically, I average 1,000-1,500 words an hour when I write fiction, but Jube was more like 300 to 500 qords an hour which was incredibly frustrating.

My chaos should end by Friday, and the worst is over, so my goal this month is to finish a draft of my second chapter (which I estimate to be about 10-15 thousand words). I think this is an achievable goal and I hope that thinking of it in terms of a while chapter instead of word count will keep me motivated.

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For me, the goal of this month is simple: finish the first chapter of the Catalyst (Hmm, maybe I should just call it the prologue. Though, admittedly, it is a giant one).

If I am lucky, I might get work done on the next chapter too.

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Today I got past a 90,000-word playthrough for Honor Bound. That feels absolutely unbelievable! Royal Affairs is gigantic at 82,000 words and this has steamed past it!

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I’ve hit a block recently, which is driving me crazy. As a result, June was rather disappointing in terms of progress. So, for the sake of my sanity, I will set a goal of only writing at least 10K words, which should be manageable. It also should be enough to complete the chapter, which is at 66K words now and nearing the end, but I’m not setting the same goal of finishing it this month, because failing it for the nth time would not be good for me. I’m hopeful, though.

Good luck to everyone!

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