After revealing his feeling to Lilith that morning, both Eric and Lilith sit quietly the whole morning in the class without paying attention to the lesson.
When the class finish, Eric stride out from the classroom without saying anything to anyone… without even herself noticing , Lilith just follow him from behind…
Theta : What’s wrong with those two ?
Leo : Lilith most likely thought Eric has got a clue or something … haha now that they are gone, let us continue our search
Meanwhile, Eric keep walking to the forest not far from their school before stopping and turn towards Lilith
Eric : Why you are following me ?
Lilith : Why are you coming here ?
Eric : I don’t have a clue for the hunt …if that’s what you are aiming…
Lilith : then what ?
Eric : I had been thinking…
Lilith : About ??
Eric : I closed my eyes, and think of our home when we were small… along with those fond memory when we were waiting for our parents together after school… Ain’t it funny how it is, you never miss it til it’s gone away …
Lilith : What is it that you were missing ?
Eric : Those days when we were still innocent childhood friends… and my heart is lying there and will be til my dying day…
Lilith : When i witness you did those things after becoming Divinus, i thought i had lost you forever…
Eric : Now it seems, I’m just a stranger to myself… all the things I sometimes do, it isn’t me but someone else… however, too much time had i wasted by my hands, only then i realise i always got you on my mind
Lilith : Eric you know… i want to tell you too, but when i can’t find the words to say… It’s hard to make it through another day… And it makes me wanna cry…And throw my hands up to the sky
Later in the night, when she is alone in her apartment room …Lilith has been visit by that strange entity again…
Saeve : " Why ? Why you had to save him yesterday my poor child ? Do you know what an opportunity we miss on removing him permanently ? When he was in his most vulnerability and Visa was distracted ? We may never have such opportunity again … "
Lilith : " Blinded by faith I hear… You showed me dreams and deceived me right from the start.,You broke the promise and made me realize… It was all just a lie, Sparkling spirit, I couldn’t see your dark intentions back then… Tell me why…what is the reason, the thorn in your eye ? I am not the chosen one you made me believed … "
Saeva : " But YOU are my chosen one… not that idiot , and i could had made you the ONLY one "
Lilith : " I don’t want him death … Eric is my only friend since small, he is a reminder of what’s the life we once had, It cannot be denied…And I still wonder, why heaven has died, the skies are all falling…I’m still breathing but why? Because in silence I hold on to him an I !!! "
The next morning Eric meet Lilith at the school
Eric : Lilith, last night… voices and visions of some spirits haunt me , warning me that you are Evil and plotting for my downfall… how is it possible that you are evil ? You had just saved me the other day.
Lilith : Don’t jump to any conclusion , the emptiness inside me is taken over… Am i in love with you? But i yet to undetstand how i feel for you … Perhaps i am lured here by the scent of our childhood past… An unexplainable phenomenon that a person as evil as me , can suddenly have substance growling within…
Eric : So what are you saying ??
Lilith : wistful, whistful… chancing to lure, Skirl and skreigh, but for thine ears … Will i give thee it : Troth
Eric : What were you saying? I don’t understand at all…
Lilith : You must had fallen asleep in our middle english class , Eric… If you can remember my words, try asking teacher of my confession to you
Hullo, I’m sorry for being so absent. I’ve said in other posts that my motivation has been eaten up by school, which is ah… bad excuse, lol. I don’t even remember the last time I wrote anything… Chapter Five is still a very rough draft and I have a lot to add to it, but I would like to have it done by the end of the month. I think I said the same thing last month and it terrifies me how fast time has gone by.
Uh, thanks for not hating me even though there’s been no updates for a v long time. And for not hating my rly bad game that is more of a book than a game. And thanks Eric for not hating me so much that you wrote multiple fanfics. I wonder what it’s like to be inside your head. Idk how you don’t want to smack Lilith.
How could i ever wanting to smack Lilith ? :-) That had never cross my mind at all :-)
Thanks @aequa … you had just inspired me to continue my fanfic :-)
Ahhh… how could i ever hate you for bringing Lilith to my life ?? Never !!! :-)
Lilith : Repeat those words ? You meant you were never paying attention on me Eric? :-(
Eric : What ? No… no of course not…i just…never realise you are so good in Middle English and i…did fall asleep during that lesson :-)
Lilith : I am just curious … Had you ever thought of smacking me instead ?
Eric : Never !! I swear to all the spirits !!! Inside my heart many are the sighs, for your beauty, which gravely grieve me … Lilith ! …I trusted you were my friend … You were just pretending to Heaven that you were to consign as a disciple of villain, but in my heart your eyes are shining just like sunbeams, you are the thunderbolts, that light and spark the darkness during the silent storm…
Well… actually not really, because the relationship between me and Lilith is much more complicated than with Ortega…
Based on the old deleted demo… me and Lilith start off as "Strangers who happen to meet at a same place at the same time " , by fate we are also loners who didn’t have any friends when we were studying in our kindergarden school, we both met when waiting for our parents to pick us up and we were always the last two persons who remain in the school , so naturally we play with each other till our parents pick us up , when my mother arrived first… Lilith will plead me to stay with her till her mother also come, and if Lilith’s mother came first , she invited me to visit her house and play in her room ( i remember she had a cat who scratch me accidentally )
Hence, i would say that Lilith is the reminder of my humanity so that i won’t be taken over fully by the spirits
Ok I don’t remember or never met that Lillith I only know the current Lillith but you convinced me I won’t kill her… I am however going to strangle her until she passes out or I’m pulled off her or hold her head down in a toilet until something similar.
That had never cross my mind at all :-)
