Thanks, mate. In the writing process of both Green and Ash, I have found that when I am nearly at the end but still have a significant way to go, I begin to flag. Discipline and routine crack, and anxiety seeps in. Ignoring disparaging thoughts, I need to go all in and power through at this stage. I think, when writing the concluding segments, I will bounce back into full enthusiasm mode. This has been more wearying than the latter stages of Green due to fully developed diverging paths, whereas in Green, some of the paths were more like side missions. Also, as for us all, life and other work are more likely to intrude during large projects.
I have mentioned before how I admire your ambition (maybe on reddit). I have read lots about your other projects on these writer threads, the systems you have coded. Man, I envy this and the thorough planning – the things I could do!!! Maybe… haha! I think you easily have the imagination and work ethic, and what you are building sounds fantastic.
For what it is worth, I gradually settle into disciplined habits, setting aside regular time to write almost every day. Once I settle into a routine, I devote more time. Importantly, I ensure I get the old endorphin exercise rush before writing by running, lifting weights, biking, boxing, or doing anything, really. This is the best thing to maintain mood. Oh, and too much coffee.
I set myself a minimum of 1000 words a day and usually do far more. But even if I just hit 1000, I can take it as a win. For those starting out, I’d say it’s fine to even set this minimum at 250, or whatever, something you know you can do without forcing yourself.
I have learnt from many past failures, long before I found ChoiceScript. But what do I know? These ‘firm’ habits are good for a few months before something knocks me for 6, and then I have to begin the process all over again.
I shouldn’t advise; I listened to nobody and found out how to, sort of, cope from years of bullying myself to unlearn the art of procrastination. One size doesn’t fit all, but burning those endorphins is massive, as far as mental health goes.
Nice one, @Zaxwlyde and right back at you, mate.