Same!!! I hate having when we’ll inevitably have to choose one over the other, it breaks my soul way too much! It especially hurts when A is willing to sacrifice his own happiness for N and that just makes me like him way more! T^T I’m honestly hoping above hope that maybe in the future there would be a small chance of obtaining a poly ending. That would be the best outcome, but if not, then my soul will be destroyed and sent to hell for playing them both.
Like seriously, I’ve been choosing options to be able to raise both of their romance equally so that one of them doesn’t feel less loved than the other