Can I still hop on the musical bandwagon? Sorry for the info dump, you guys, but I was making this list for lil ol me literally the day y’all started this, sooo…
(music videos and specific snippets of lyrics from the songs under "summary)
MC reacts: body, self-image and identity issues, how MC resorts to their telepathy to hide and to heal
My Body is a Cage, Peter Gabrielle
Summary
Peter Gabriel - My Body is a cage - YouTube
“My body is a cage
That keeps me from dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
Though the fear keeps me moving
Still my heart beats so slow
You’re standing next to me
My mind holds the key
Set my spirit free
Set my body free”
MC reacts: The Reveal
For MCs who are all about that self-hate - extra points if you’re a shady RO-juggling MC:
You Stupid Bitch, Rachel Bloom (Crazy Ex-Girlfriend tv show, kinda-parody-but-also-way-too-true)
Summary
- YouTube
“You’re just a lying little bitch
who ruins things and wants the world to burn.”
“Won’t stop the self-pity ‘cause I’m on a roll,”
“You’re just a poopy little slut who doesn’t think
and deceives the people she loves.
Now he knows I’m not some innocent lamb,
He sees me for what I am,
Which is a horrible, stupid, dumb and ugly,
fat and stupid, simple, self-hating
Bitch”
MC reacts: being evil and all that good stuff (secrets, lies, masks…) pre-Reveal
Terrible Things, April Smith And The Great Picture Show
Summary
Terrible Things by April Smith - YouTube
“I just reflect what you expect
So you don’t suspect that
I could be exactly who I am”
"who could have predicted
The monster that I’ve become”
“Oh how you’ll run
If you knew a single one
Of all of the things that I’ve done”
MC Reacts: Heartbreak - conflicted anger and blame-placement towards Ortega
And the World Was Gone, Snow Ghosts
Summary
Snow Ghosts - And The World Was Gone - YouTube
“I wish you felt me falling
I wish you’d watched over me
You said you’d wait forever
But I blinked
And the world was gone”
Just… MC, I think.
Muddy Waters, LP
Summary
LP - Muddy Waters [Live Session] - YouTube
"What you’ll see is the worst me
Not the last of my kind
In the muddy water we’re crawling
Holds me down
Hold me now
It is not clear why we choose the fire pathway
Where we end is not the way that we had planned
To get across you know we’ll have to raise the sand."
MC reacts: catching the feels
Mostly for Ortega and Mortum relationships, me thinks
Dream, Brandi Carlile
Summary
Brandi Carlile - Dreams - YouTube
“can you read my mind? Has it come undone?”
“in my dreams,
I can feel the way, I can just come clean
I keep it to myself, I know what it means
I can’t have you, but I have dreams”
MC reacts: being loved and looked up to
Initially imagined it for MCxOrtega, though it’d probably fit really well for MCxHerald too.
Love Like You, Rebecca Sugar (Steven Universe - y’all should watch this show)
Summary
Steven Universe Ending Theme - Full Edit (COMPLETE/August 2016) - Love Like You/Love Me Like You - YouTube
“If I could begin to be
Half of what you think of me
I could do about anything
I could even learn how to love”
“I always thought I might be bad
Now I’m sure that it’s true
'Cause I think you’re so good
And I’m nothing like you”
Welp, sorry for the long post again, just had to get it off my chest… But now I can go through all of yours!
(i have to say this is a wonderful way to be introduced to new music!)