Too long...
So every single MC should still worship at Leon’s feet after being murdered by him?
I don’t get this attitude that, to hate Leon for his actions, we have to be self inserting. I don’t self insert. I do have to be able to understand the character I’m RPing in some way, however, and I cannot understand a mage who would forgive Leon for flat out murdering them instead of taking a breath and a month to actually try to find something to clear the mage.
It’s his job, as king, to bring calm to the insanity that followed the saintess’s death. He had every right to point out to any pressuring him that the mage’s actions made no sense, that they had sacrificed again and again for Param and its people, so what did they have to gain by killing the saintess? In other words, don’t just fly off the handle. If the mage is, indeed, guilty, then they will be punished, but they deserve to know the truth. The mage earned that much in all they had done, and the saintess deserved to have the truth of her death revealed–the reason why this person who fought to keep Params safe suddenly/supposedly killed the woman. A month, and they would’ve had the answer. But he was too pissed off to wait and too eager to murder the mage because he thought he had been betrayed (thanks to that bitch, Ante).
Leon is an idiot, but he also had no faith in the mage at all and chose to believe the bile Ante fed him from the beginning. It’s not “self-inserting” to play a mage who realizes that truth. Just because people’s mages aren’t ready to forgive and forget doesn’t make them self-inserts, it simply means they have different reasoning.
Playing a mage who goes back to Leon for “the drama and angst” sounds a hell of a lot more like self-inserting than playing one who wants revenge or, at the very least, will refuse to have anything to do with Leon or Param. Because, in real life, if your bff or significant other tries to murder you, you aren’t going to go back and be like, “It’s fine, no problem!” Well, unless you’re a frigging masochist, anyway. And not the good kind of masochist.
Really? People you bled for spit on you, cheer for your death, and salivate over the idea of you burning at the stake and you’re supposed to just, what, shrug it off? It was either kill the saintess (thanks to Ante’s interference) or let everyone in Param be killed. At this point, if my mage had it to do over again, she’d have gotten her own ass far away (and Aunt Bess’s) and let the damned blow them all to hell. She’s done offering her blood and life to save theirs. Other than Aunt Bess, Saine, and Ilya, the rest of them turned on the mage and turned into bloodthirsty asshats.
Also take into consideration that, after all the mage suffered, they were dragged out of death back into life and immediately forced into slavery if they don’t agree to obey the person who brought them back (agreeing actually gives the illusion of choice). So the mage is going to be pretty effed in the head at this point. It’s no unreasonable to consider they are just too broken at this point to do anything but destroy everyone–it’s not like they have any reason not to, if they view what’s happened to them in a certain light or they are simply too messed up in the head to feel anything but unbridled rage against the world for what’s happened. I’m not justifying it–I think the “burn it all to the ground” path is pretty grim, but I get why some mages would walk down that path.
My mage views her a bit differently, at least at the moment. So far, Thalia hasn’t gone so far past a line that my mage wants to fight her. She’s just kind of empty at the moment, except for feeling like she’s nothing. If my mage gets some of her other emotions back, the first thing she’ll be concerned for is her own freedom. I think she’s had enough of being used as a tool/weapon by assholes who think they have the right to do so.
Justice is appropriately applied vengeance. The thing that separates the two isn’t so much morality, but the ability to decide how far to go in exacting it.
And before someone tries to throw this at me as a reason Leon was “right”, Leon made no effort to determine the truth. If you make no effort to determine the facts, you aren’t capable of doling out justice–justice can’t be affected when it’s based on a lie or half truth.
Agreed. Though, in this case, killing Leon and Ante is entirely right for my mage, and it’s justice. They unjustly murdered her. Now, they get to pay for it.
Agreed.
Yeah, that seemed to be the sentiment. And it sounds an awful lot like people who spout crap about how people defending themselves and their family from attackers are evil. I’ve never understood that mentality, but I suppose it explains why some people can’t comprehend a mage that dislikes their murderers.