Chapter 1 Merlin Lore Dump, Adrian’s Interlude, and Chapter 2 Free-Time Hub Spoilers. (Long)
Let’s start with the Adrian is Lancelot theory. The first thing with this theory is that Adrian must know or have a strong suspicion he is Lancelot. (How? I have theories, but, for now, it’s unclear.) Early in the lore dump, you can wonder if Adrian will be a “knight in shining armor”.
Selecting this, Adrian bashfully (I think if he’s not upset with you) tells you that he doesn’t know if he’s a great knight. If you pass the perception check, Adrian is very unsettled by your question.
Adding to this, calling dibs on Camelot incarnations will almost always give you relationship/affinity points…except for when you choose Lancelot (plus Merlin, Morgana, Yvain (who the 2020 saboteur claimed), and Mordred - least not initially - for obvious reasons). This more or less tells you which characters Adrian dislikes; he likes Gawain while disliking Lancelot (even frustrated by how good the latter’s reputation still is).
As a clue or a red herring, Adrian’s and Lancelot’s hair are described interacting in the sun/light in the exact same way. No other characters have been described as such.
This makes me slightly skeptical about Adrian is Gawain theories, seeing as Gawain is a well-respected knight, especially in the Knights of Our Lives show.
Why would Adrian hate himself so intensely, for so long? Why does he refuse to date the MC - or anyone - for that matter? Why does he torture himself with, what he says, the “by-gone days”? Why does he get so angry when Merlin says past lives shouldn’t affect your present lives? Why is his online name “hecatomb_rue” or “ruing a great loss of life (including fire, disease, sword etc.) or sacrifice”? If “Benoni” is Adrian’s real surname (eyeing his extensive pause telling Merlin and young social media accounts) and if it means “son of my sorrow”, why does sorrow persistently follow Adrian?
However, if we want to follow the Adrian is Gawain theory…
In the Free-Time Hub (helpful if you have a high tech value), you can discover that Adrian’s social media accounts have all been created around 10 years ago, around the time he mysteriously left home, around 2020. Adrian also travelled, most notably to the Stonehenge, the sight of the First Greater Circle of 2000 I think. Merlin also briefly mentions in the lore dump that Adrian knows a lot more than he’s letting on (the innocent ingenue). Adrian knows Merlin very well, is what I’m getting at. As if he’s had personal experience.
Adding to this is that Merlin asks the MC if they were near Cape Town in 2020, but not Adrian. Even afterwards, Adrian never answers the question. While it could be an oversight, I only mention this because Adrian had been shown to interject in the lore dump very frequently and very often. (An example would be if you have the amnesia background while being mute and Merlin asks you the Cape Town question; Adrian stops himself from speaking for you. I think you just shake your head in response? So it’s not like he needed to speak. I think because you know Adrian so well in return, Adrian only manages to lie to you by omission.)
If we know that Gawain was reincarnated and present at the fallen Second Lesser Circle of 2020, when Adrian is 15 (when the group of Harbingers were 15), and we know that Gawain may still be alive (and now 25) as per Gareth…it’s possible Adrian could be one of the few survivors of 2020. I’m not sure why Adrian and Merlin are playing coy in front of the MC if they both know Adrian is Gawain (possibly Adrian could’ve have mentally communicated to Merlin to keep it a secret when he takes a long time to speak his name to Merlin).
Interestingly, the MC can narrate that there’s no way they had enough money to go traveling. However, Adrian has shown multiple times to have a good amount of money (or insane debt) by always buying you or selecting you the most expensive drinks or items (or a tendency for exotic food and collecting vintage items which can often be expensive). The OKS Dev often places clues in the oddly specific narration beats sometimes.
Concluding the Adrian is Gawain theory for now is Adrian’s Interlude, which ends in him not wanting things to end up the same way as last time (ashes). This thought would make more sense if Adrian was in the fallen 2020 circle.
… but I’ve not seen too many people mention the “she” Adrian refers to in his interlude. The “she” that expects him to cut aside his bonds. I’m not sure how “she” connects to Adrian and Gawain (or, honestly, Lancelot).
I loved the Adrian has migraines because he remembered his past life too quickly theory someone mentioned.