Today I feel horrible for a lot of reasons, I'm kinda disgusted at myself...
Last year I went through a depression and mostly I've been recovering from it, I made some amazing progress.
But this week has been just horrible.
There were some projects and some stuff that I wanted to do but I feel like I shouldn't bother, I always fuck it up, or that I suck at everything I do...
And worst of all I feel like a horrible person, that I'm a burden to everyone, that I don't belong anywhere.
This happens sometimes, I guess tomorrow I'll feel better and sort of embarrased so I'll probably delete this post.
But today I didn't have anyone else to tell all of this, or to convince me otherwise and I just needed to get it out of my chest.