Lost in your eyes (WIP) [February August 2026 Update] [6 Ch, 330K words] [Vampires/Romance/Modern Dark Fantasy]

Boy oh boy, you’re gonna love the new chapter (that I’m working on) >:3


Update time!

Honestly I’m loving this chapter so far. Hence why I’ve written almost a thousand word per day! That means:

Around 7K words have been written for chapter 7.3.

A Patron poll was put up. I’ve only been pumping out chapter, after chapter, so I’m also going to start working on short stories as well! (The poll in Patron decides which!)

I did take a few days break to recuperate before getting to it, so the next update will hopefully be on the 15th of next month!

That’s all for today! Thanks for sticking with me!! ^-^

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I’ve noticed that stats like charming and timid and emotional aren’t really being affected in some parts of 3

This text will be blurred[/spoiler]Also wtf is John talking abt he almost healed Alex but he has wounds like it’s not his fault and has some right to claim to have almost fixed it =. Saying its just his memories and body scars when it mostly abt his loss of the ppl he loves. He was all :" can’t believe he almost ruined progress by bringing up her" when its his fault he’s a medic wtf. Sometimes if feels like its his fault and its fked up he’s being “relieved” he bc forces someone else who’s way to young to have to deal w this..[/spoiler] he acts like she has a right to comfort A w.o acknowledging HE broke them. He doesn’t just get to be the healer and say “o well I nvr wanted the rols. I’m so sad for everyone but screw you I don’t want the burden. Hey, lets break a child to take over!!!” IDC if its necessary, but it’s ignoring emotional responsibility! Every time he conformts someone for shit he made happen too, its like he l=can just ignore it idk why but he makes me want to scream, acting surprised and worried A hasn’t fully healed,. Like fk him for being surprised but that but predicting it happening w/ ppl like V bc that wasn;t rly his fault. Total denial of the emotional toll of his actions. Idk. He apologized but he makes excuses when excuses don’t matter when u ruined someones life

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Can you access harem route if your not romancing Adrian?

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I’m gonna be honest, I think I’m having a hard time following this :sob:

From what I understand, you’re saying that John is at fault for causing Alex’s pain? I mean, in a way, yeah that’s true, he wasn’t involved with it, but he did mess up by not telling anyone and not asking for help (Mostly because Jinwa wittled down his allies to the point only GKM and Vigil are left so he’s afraid of asking anyone for help)

He should ALSO have known that saying the MC’s name in front of Alex is going to cause them a lot of pain, open wounds, but he’s a dr and a human so he made a stupid mistake, and that’s one of his flaws, for someone who can heal wounds, he sure doesn’t know how to mentally fix people. (Prolly cause he’s mentally broken himself heh… yeah I feel like that’s a recurring theme-)

But I’m not sure I’m understanding the part where you said he’s “breaking a child to take over.” Technically, the MC isn’t supposed to take over, John (spoiler if you’re not that far off) but John never expected the MC to be competent to defeat an Ordo Solathis (Anchor) and had made a plan.

Adrian, however, knows John isn’t fit in a leadership role, because he’s too ‘broken’ and with how capable the MC is, is allowing the MC to lead for a change.

Hopefully I understood your points! I’m not defending John at all btw, he does have his flaws, and one of those flaws is that he’s a medic who can heal physical wounds, but has trouble fixing mental ones.

Yeap

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⇑H - Increases Harsh stat.
⇑P - Increases perversion stat.
⇑S - Increases Stoic stat.
⇑I - Increases intimidation stat.
⇑A - Increases Assertive stat.
⇓H - Decreases Caring stat.
⇓P - Decreases Pure stat.
⇓S - Decreases Emotional stat.
⇓I - Decreases Charismatic stat.
⇓A - Increases Timid stat.

Correct me if I’m wrong but isn’t that supposed to be increase in charisma?

Alice chuckled to himself. She remembered those times when Kyren looked at her with a smile. Remembered his cheeks lighting up like a Christmas tree whenever she complimented him.

Found this typo chose female Al

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Yep! Fixed!

Weird, just checked and it was already fixed? I’m gonna reupload the files just in case.


Update time!!

I’m sick :frowning:
HOWEVER!

5.5K words written putting the chapter at 12.5K words!

That’s pretty much it, yeah- I will be making another poll on Patron on who gets the first short story, and whether it’ll be a character short story or MC x character short story!

Thanks for being with me! (I also might take a small break cause blegh, I’m sick as heck)

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She was about to intervene when Kyren drove her knee into the Experimental’s groin.

Found this my Mc is male. And is AL x Blaine a route? Been wanting that since the start and was skimming through coms to get confirmation without bothering about it but alot of coms and haven’t found anything. That pair route feel like the most natural to me. Childhood sweetheart/ex-partner meets new crush/current partner. Girl’s first love being reunited with his first love and ex partner. And Al seeing her first love’s new partner is just as inlove and also close/intimate as she is with mc is a Rollercoaster.

P.S. at this time the last time I read was the 3rd maybe 4th chapter update and read up until the second mission after the cafeteria scene. Got busy and stopped said I’d pick up after 2 or 3 more updates. Next thing ik is we 7 chapters in and I see in the comments Al is back which I kinda figured.

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Ya Ai and B route very much happening!! Thanks for pointing out mistake!! Will fix <3 <3

Also yeah, with the update I try to update new chapter every month so sorry :sweat_smile:

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No problem I just have ADHD brain :rofl:

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Update time!

I kinda waited a day, cause the poll tied on Patron, so be the tie breaker!

Since I was sick most of the week, I’ve only written 3K words, which brings the book at 16K words!

Some issues will be resolved (Like stoic characters being labelled emotional early on etc)

  • Alex/Alice X Marcus Melissa X MC Poly short story
  • Non Poly Route (Another poll will be held in 2 days!)
0 voters
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Update time!

This week has been semi productive which is good! I’ve started my work on the short book as for the main book, I may have hit a wall-

The main book is now 20K words!

That means I wrote around 4K words, for now I’m moving on from Vale/Vivian’s scene which since it’s romance and needs to be purple prose and it requires a lot of thinking and editing. So it’s quite time consuming.

The short book is now 1.5K words!

Which brings the total amount of words I’ve written to 5.5K words. Not as much as I wanted, but still progress! I may have to extend the release of 15 but I’ll try to meet the deadline. Thanks for sticking with me you guys! <3

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Update time!

Chapter 7.3 is now at 22.5K words!

The short story is at around 4.5K words!

So a total of 6500 words were written this week!

The short book has been completed, I just need to fill out the choices, the shy and assertive route, which would take around 3-4K more words, bringing it to around 8-9K words, with 4k word per play through!

Thanks for sticking with me you guys, hope you all have a wonderful day! :heart:

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I was convinced I would be gunning for Adrian but then alice came in like a truck and shattered anything I was going for I already liked the idea of them reuniting after all this time but making her into a werewolf hybrid pulverized me :sob:, my brain short circuited and I’m going all in on alice, the arms,the tail and her ears including her height are making me feral, I thank you so much for designing her this way, all of this and her personality and sweet interactions has me in a chokehold, I’m praying for a scene in the future where we get to pat her fluffy tail or ears, I can’t wait for more scenes with her in general thank you so much for everything.

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haha, funny thing, I just finished polishing an option on short story and it does contain that! But it will also contain lots of head pats for A in the future :head_shaking_vertically:

Update time!

Alright, everything has been written, the steamy scene with V has been edited and all things connect, I ran the tests a couple of times and Phew. No problem!

Tomorrow, Patron will get Chapter 7.3, which is around 25,000 words update, as well as the poly short story, which is around 6,000 words!

And for the public release, Chapter 7.2 will be going up at around 24,000 words!

Hope you all have a wonderful day ^-^

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Oh man, I really like V unhinged character haha. I hope her/his steamy scenes are really hot and chaotic​:face_with_hand_over_mouth::rofl: