@Elfwine That sounds lovely! Considering how hard I have to work to keep things vague and open to interpretation (to accommodate many different Guens with different feelings), it would be delightful to see a specific Guen and Arthur (or either of the others) able to be more… specific. (:
@Crepsley It really is enormous! I’ll never be able to account for every imaginable variation, even in Guen and Arthur’s relationship alone, but I’m kind of in love with the challenge, and I can’t wait to see how many variations I can make work. I’m also learning that once I get the basic structure of an interaction down, it’s often not too difficult to go back and layer in more variations, like I did with the conversations Guen can have about being asexual or gay in part 1. (Not that I can make infinite additions, but layering stuff in is turning out to be easier than trying to incorporate every possible permutation right from the beginning.) That’s why I’m answering a lot of questions with “maybe I can work that in later, once I see exactly how X develops.”
I hope that a power-hungry Guen will be able to feel like she’s getting what she wants by the end of part 2. She doesn’t have much opportunity for power in the first half, but maybe that will make gaining it all the sweeter in the end.
The exact nature of the spell between Guen and Lancelot is going to be revealed at the end of part 2, so I don’t want to spoil it just yet… I guess any spell could be considered a curse if it’s unwanted, and once Guen knows what the spell is, she’ll be able to think of it as a curse if it seems like one to her. She won’t have to lift it if she doesn’t want to; she and Lancelot can just decide they like what it does and they don’t want to mess with it. (Or she may decide it’s useful for manipulating him.) If Guen wants to lift the spell and succeeds, she and Lancelot may have to reconsider their relationship, but if they were genuinely attracted to each other in the first place, the attraction should still be there (just maybe not as zappy). It could be an interesting test of how they really feel, ultimately resulting in an even more trusting and caring relationship – or not.
As for the endings, I’d like for things to be able to go either way. I’d like to have some of the canon Arthurian stuff represented, so, for example, Arthur can die and be taken to Avalon – but it doesn’t necessarily have to end that way. I’d like for Guen and Arthur to be able to have a definitive heir, and leave the kingdom in a more stable situation that usually happens at the end of Arthurian stories – if that’s what Guen wants. I’d like for Guen and Morgana to be able take over and rule the world together, but I’d also like there to be some possible endings in which Morgana will be remembered as the villain of the story (believe it or not). I’ll always be thinking in terms of the canon, but kind of asking the reader “So, do you want this to go the way it usually does, or do you want something different?”
Really, rambling or any other kind of commentary is absolutely fine. I truly love hearing how people play the game. (: