I love this story! Ah! I am so glad I can be a cynic at heart and then still fail to be completely cold-hearted! I love what’s here so far 
looking forward to what you will create!
The premise is also so interesting! Abandoned by god, I sense some daddy issues incoming (or at least abandonment issues hahaha)
Edit: I can totally envision a scene where u just straight up tell your therapist that “I am an angel abandoned by god” as a joke/last ditch effort to relate to somebody
And their response can really be disheartening to you xD either measured disbelief or actually believing you might make u change somehow! Just an idea